i'm the one who can give my faith and belief easily to someone, i always thinks everyone is nice until they prove me wrong. but when it broke. don't expect me to give the second chance, i'm not a priest who can give my forgiveness easily.i keep my logical first than my feeling. my heart? i don't care about that thing again, i can break it, and make it bleeding. and i don't care even i have to hurts or depressed, i'd ever passed it once, why i have to afraid to doing it again? when someone does mistake once, it can be forgiven, when he does twice, it's not a mistake, it's a choice. and i'd choose to have a step back, than had to face something which doesn't clear, at all.. i'm such a coward? yes.. i'm not the good one who can save my heart.. it's better for me to break my own, than have to put it to someone who can't take care of it, and broken in his hand.. well my heart? if i can, i will choose to thrown it away, tossed it in a trash. who'll need a broken stuff, wouldn't it?